don't try to read it if you can't. i did this purposely.
i need somewhere for me to vent my fustrations, that's why im here.
im sad, im angry, i feel like crying now, but should i blame myself for not asking in the first place? what if i did asked? would it make a difference?
they didn't ask. i don't know im sadded or angry by this fact. i think i knew why. though we always seems to be together but im never really part of them, im not close to them. and i think i know why. my personality is the answer. too quiet people always say. i don't know why im like that. im trying to change.
i miss those times. and you, promise to go out together k?
